With million things in my head, of love, family, business, responsibilities....
Sometimes i think i cant have a clear vision....
I used to have targets, and work on them "in business", and i usually got what i want, but when it comes to other things....
can u have "to do list" to get somebody’s attention ?
can u have a milestone for love or marriage?
It is mutual, while u have to share ur feeling and try to figure out what ur "other half" have in mind...
and I’m not good in that !!

wait....

it's strange how we "ppl" have the ability to wait and wait, while we have nothing but time !
i'm waiting actually, but i feel i have to convince my self that it's hopeless...
concentrate, and get back to life....
time is passing, and i'm losing hope, but to tell the truth, i'm not moving !
will wait and c :)

Limitless

I liked the word, a friend of me was telling me about his construction company and that their project limit is “limitless” !
I wonder if everything was limitless, I remember once I did a mistake, I saw by coincidence a student, and she showed me her work…
I was so involved in a project so that I was thinking in a narrow corridor, and I told her that her design has got a lot of cantilevers and hence, it’d be so expensive…
I should’ve told her that her imagination should be “limitless”, when u design keep all options open, and don’t let anything stop u…
Sometimes ppl will like the -no limit design-. This is where creativity starts…
Limitless should be a way of life, think limitless, dream limitless…
Just dream u’ll get a perfect job, a place with limitless boundaries, lover with limitless emotions, friend with limitless trust, and the greatest family in the world, just dream and let ur dreams guide ur life….
U will deal with reality of course, but at least will still have hope…

yukk

hhhhhhh
although i have a lot of work, and many projects-which is gr8-, but i sometime feel depressed, lonely...sometimes i feel my head will blow up….
I feel I need to walk alone…get that experience, when everything looks different as if u c it for the first time, I need sthg new, maybe a 3 days off, maybe I have to go to a new place, I wish I can just switch my mobile off for two days and leave…..
I thought when I graduate, everything will be gr8 –it is gr8- but there’s some space that gotta be filled…
I don’t want to work anymore…
I know I had this feeling in uni, where I used to do things I want to do ..
And I didn’t care about anything, or anyone…
it was a real nice days, and I remember how it started !
I had an exam, and as usual, I had to prepare myself, at least to feel I did sthg. I woke up suddenly at 9:05, the exam started 9:00 !!
I didn’t want to study for that one, history, yukkk
And I failed of course…
One other thing that was really amazing, and made me laugh years after…
Stupid ppl in the department wanted us to have a “design exam”!! What the hell is that!!
I believe there shouldn’t be such a thing, so I decided not to go
They started at 9, till 4 – I think- and I didn’t show up, my friends kept calling, so i thought i should go and just pass, and this is what I did !!
i was there at 12, hardly did sthg, and passed that stupid test….

Enjoy what u’re doing…
Life is full of pressure, u don’t need any more !
I should say it to my self -lol-, so I will arrange everything to do things I like only..-I hope- :S

tomorrow !

woooh
sometimes i feel far away from technology when talking with some friends, today i decided to have my blog.
i couldnt find an available name, so i decided that i will do it ba3dain,,,,ba3dain?!
such a name !!
as i always say i will do things ba3dain and it ends with a new monitor(s) skin called "notes" :)
glad i made it...
will learn about this blog thing ba3dain ...