is is over ?!

it's been a while since i wrote something to myself ! :)
i started recovery period, and i know i'm strong enough, althoug that was my weakest part, but 7amdolilla...
now the funny thing that i always like to do :)
if nothing happens this coming days, then it’s definitely the end, and I have to get over it, but
IF, i saw her, or any coincidence happens, i have two options:
1. ignore, and pretend nothing happened, or
2. try again, and have all this pain all over again, but that would be stupid!

such a pain !
although it is one of the big fears, we always try to have it again..

oooh, i forgot that i'm a human, this is us !

yalla get back to work

thinking again!!

well, first,since i'm the only one who read this blog, i have to admit that i started to like "blogging" as sthg private, that i can read anytime in the future, and discover how confused i was...

thinking about what happened, i just believe that everything happens for a reason, and i believe kaman that maybe bad things happens to prevent worse....

although i'm hurt, but i have to thank someone, -i have to, does not mean i will- !!
being very nice and gentle, is smthg appreciated, and it should be...

even in that i'm lucky !! :)