yukk

hhhhhhh
although i have a lot of work, and many projects-which is gr8-, but i sometime feel depressed, lonely...sometimes i feel my head will blow up….
I feel I need to walk alone…get that experience, when everything looks different as if u c it for the first time, I need sthg new, maybe a 3 days off, maybe I have to go to a new place, I wish I can just switch my mobile off for two days and leave…..
I thought when I graduate, everything will be gr8 –it is gr8- but there’s some space that gotta be filled…
I don’t want to work anymore…
I know I had this feeling in uni, where I used to do things I want to do ..
And I didn’t care about anything, or anyone…
it was a real nice days, and I remember how it started !
I had an exam, and as usual, I had to prepare myself, at least to feel I did sthg. I woke up suddenly at 9:05, the exam started 9:00 !!
I didn’t want to study for that one, history, yukkk
And I failed of course…
One other thing that was really amazing, and made me laugh years after…
Stupid ppl in the department wanted us to have a “design exam”!! What the hell is that!!
I believe there shouldn’t be such a thing, so I decided not to go
They started at 9, till 4 – I think- and I didn’t show up, my friends kept calling, so i thought i should go and just pass, and this is what I did !!
i was there at 12, hardly did sthg, and passed that stupid test….

Enjoy what u’re doing…
Life is full of pressure, u don’t need any more !
I should say it to my self -lol-, so I will arrange everything to do things I like only..-I hope- :S